Penetrating the dilemma that is confronting you now requires more than using your critical intellectual faculties. You need to listen to the voice of intuition that is calling out to you. Do also appreciate that given the enormity of your task, you are doing extremely well. You’ve learned by now that there is no easy solution. Avatars are not going to fly on the backs of flying lizard-like creatures and come to your rescue. A successful outcome depends on devotion and hard work. Accept as much and know that you are on the right road.